When I Saw Him

The first time I acknowledge him was from across the cafeteria of my old high school. He was decent looking, had nice eyes, and an horrendous smile. I had met him at a party a few weeks ag sensation and we had ex qualifyingd numbers. My friend told me that Tim had liked me since the beginning of the school year but just never acted upon it. Once I showed interest in him he leaped at the chance and asked me out. On our first date he in additionk me to a lake and b overstrungt his guitar with him. With his beautiful voice he started singing a song and acting along just as stunningly.I was so moved by his move that I started liking him buns. The next few calendar months were magical, but like some(prenominal) ordinary kin the waters started acquire a elfin rough as we got closer. The summer out front he left for college was very difficult. I was getting scared of him leaving me so I got a little to a fault clingy. We also started getting into trouble on to a greater extent than one occasion. He liked to drink and smoke a little too much and I would get so angry when he would utter at me for asking him to settle down. He would say I wasnt his mom.He was right but I did care about him just as much as she did. He started going places without me and our communication got more and more limited. When he finally left for college is when everything fell apart. During month 10 of our relationship he was going to The New Hartford School of music and by and by on I implant out that he also was exchange medicates. Tim did all of the drugs he sold and even a few more. He eventually ran into some trouble with a couple of other drug dealers because he owed them a lot of money.His parents bailed him out and he moved back home. I had a feeling that Tim was getting more and more irrelevant as he continued to go to college. He stopped avocation altogether, and even when I called him he refused to answer. Texting became difficult because he wouldnt discover me r ight thoughts or answers. It got to the point where we didnt talk for a full week before I was finally worn-out and drained from set up with his shenanigans. I broke up with him because he was so fragmented and messed up by the drugs that he stopped talking to me for a bang-up week.I apparently dumped him just in time too because a month after he was home he ended up getting arrested and thrown into jail for a number of felonies. I saw Tim change drastically while we were going out and I did not pauperization to follow the horrible path he was going down. I grapple him but he had to get his stuff together. I also found out that he was diagnosed with bi-polar disorder. We rushed into things twain emotionally and physically modality too fast. Now that I should really get to know a person before I agree to be in a relationship with them.It wasnt just his fault that the relationship fell apart. We both had issues when going into it that we didnt communicate about. His parents did not like me, but they werent the nicest to Tim either. I had many problems of my own being a teenage little girl in high school with bullies, school work, and family issues. In order to love someone else, a person has to love him/herself first. Tim and I just had too many problems from the beginning and we needed to focus on ourselves individually before going to fast, but we didnt. Boy, was that a dumb thing to do.